Hey since im so free at work now.. im updating my blogg.. and yesh.... im still working in the fitness center... Its fun working here, and yes i can conduct my circuit training already so im not that bored though.... Even im pretty new in this circuit but i tried all my best... Teehee..... So far im still in the beginner stage.... All the movement for the cardio will be still the same for temporailly only.. fun... test my fitness level too.... Pretty cooL... I cant wait till i have to conduct my own very class.. This is the part when i have to really work my ass out...... School gonna start very soon and i cant wait for that too.. As promise to babylove.. im gonna work my ass out for work and my result.... Both are very important to me.....

Btw lets talk about last night event... Its actually my big boss friend... Damn the house super huge and theres 3 maid... Cool huh i wish i could be like that... and their very own house have their own dance floor and bar.... i was like amaze by it... hmm but yesterday wasnt my unlucky day i was having asthma attacked half way thru my work i was like what the f*ck.... But then i still force myself to be strong and work almost give up and wanting to go hospital.. But i told myself last min i dun want to trouble him and supposely im going after work but then i was thinking im ok and i lazy to go to TTSH... things only get worst at nite by the day is okie...

PS i darn missing him... its already41 hour without him by myside all day long... soobxxx... Gosh im so fetish about him.. Sickly in love.. damn it.... Being like this is worst then a nightmare... What if i or him have to be away for certain reason damn this is so not gonna be.... Love sick again wakakakkaka..... Things goes on smoothly between me and him... Not like what i expected arh..... But im cooL with it... hmmp fine thats all for today update more of it... =))

Im to used to spend my day with babylove.. and today both of us is busy with work and i kept thinkin of him all the way.. im jus not used to it already.. goshh.. and btw we talk about hw serious we are with each other and the bond grows from dere... ouh no baby... im too addictive too you... gosh.. almost everyday we will share what ever happen... damn its like a dream come true.. and today before i go to work i locked myself in my room and be alone instead... gosh.. wad happen to me... okok...
Now about work... im still having 2 jobs... but my main is now working in the gym.. as the willing to sponser me all with the cert... with that cert i can make use of it to be PE teacher..and den from dere i can concentrate wif my O level den to Biomedial science... goshh.. with that cert i can become a secondary school teacher... damn it... tat what i wanted.... not easy i noe.. but its a good choice of life though but wif the medical cert i can werk in the lab..cool huh...

okie la... cant wait tmrw tat i can meet babyup

i cant sleep.. sorry baby...
practically im lookin forward for the first anniversary with him and the valentine day...
wow its gonna a first year valentine... i never celebrate valentine day before... if i would celebrate oso the other party is nt celebrating.. so wad the point.. but now.. we are.... gosh.. deres many things to be done.. goshh.. im nt prepard... damn it... lol.... but the best things is that i have the rough idea on what to do... yeah.. tis tym baking is in.... yeah... =) but is nt easy.... things might get complicated sometime.... hehee... okok let start wif sat... brought amber out and yesh she have been a great gerl today.. she have been only keeping quiet.. damn she such a sweetheart.... ouh no.... yesh babylove was kinda tired today but we have to bring amber out as we already planned... but it was a great tym though.... lol... hmm... practically today out both of us kinda shagg but den yeah things gets better wen im aslp... woohoo... teehheee... everyone is aslp now but nt me.. as i cant force myself to sleep...
super bored nw think i wanna change my template though...

OMG! lost tremendous weight in jus few mth.. gosh that really bad..... how can i be so skinny.... i dun want to be so skinny.. its not nice.... i will be like skeleton walking... argghhh... no... btw today is my first day at gym... and cool.... i did BFA by my own.. and cool learn alot of things.... wow... but more things to be learn as i soon gonna be a trainner..... btw babylove is sick..... and i really pity him.. baby get well soon okie... im super worried about you..... btw im glad to be wif him.. my life totally change den from the previous one... Im much more laid back now... haiz.. but i feel like a lazy oink2... this is not me la... lol.. d more i stay home the more stress i have lol.... btw today had lunch wif my Director... hehe NELAM hehehe.. we ate at cavana... cool.. had a heavy lunch den we had ice cream for dessert..... wow.. wad a great meal we had.. and now super dooper full... waiting for babylove to meet me... gosh.... super sleepy already guess im taking a nap before he call me to siap hehehe =)

Let me define to someone what does humilate mean ayte.

• to cause (a person) a painful loss of pride
• self-respect
• dignity

Did i ever humilate people by going to a shop with my bf... gosh he must be nuts

Hmm i presently know that suddenly to go certain shop in singapore i have to take care of people dignity which i have no idea at all... why do i have to do that for? Named me as much as u want cause like what i have been taught truth are within ourself not others, and once they are tired of talking of you they will stop. so to does who hatred me that much not happy come to me dont need to be shy im opened and cool with it. You guys dont need to be talking behind my back. Not happy with my boyfriend come to me oso ayte..... Then we will settle it in a MATURE adult way ayte...

I know you have been reading my blog my love... =)
Thanks baby for the love that you gave to me...
Now you have shown me that love is really pure....
Like u told me before....
U dont need to love someone for a reason.... =)
Btw tis is for U baby.... read it and u noe hw much u really mean to me...



The warmth of the days seems to be my coldest
To feel the sun's warmnth but still feel the cold
I walk the empty streets a chill running down my spine
A shiver over takes me that seems to never stop

To feel abandoned
To have no pain
The cold upon my face
Brings tears of ice that shatters like a dream

When I seen you smile as you stared at me
I felt the sun in my heart
to wish and pray forever more
To have that smile graced upon my cold body

To feel abandoned
To have no pain
The cold upon my face
Brings tears of ice that shatters like a dream

My death is near
the cold becomes stronger
I wish to die holding your hand
Your touch giving me warmth
Your touch becoming my last gift
Your warmth is the end of me
and I thank you for everything that you have done for me

Love take passionate.
He brings me the shine back in me.
He love me more than i ever get.
He is everything in my life now.
The only star of my life nw is him.
NORMAN DANIEL written in my heart.



the love that shine in us....