I wasnt behaving like what im suppose too.
I overright you in alot of ways and now i regretted them all.
I wasn't being myself the past days.
I ended up hurting you with those action and words.
Now i'm wondering if you would accept my apology.
What even worst the night of the monthsary we were quarreling.
How cruel i could be and the best part my sickness fall on the wrong time.
Neither would i know when im gonna fall sick as my will always get them from my sister.
But i know i was wrong. I know that the person who always care and wake up as early as 4 just to grab my inhaler and medication was you.
I was being such a brat. Being so disrespectful to you.
Oh gosh. i have realise that this was a really big mistake that i do.
I really hope you will forgive me.
If any point of time you are reading this.
Hubbylove, i love you so much eventhough things had happen... Now matter how strict you are with me but i know you want the me in me. Yes i realise it how much i appreciate all of you had scarified for me. I was cruel to you i was not a good girlfriend to you.. But the most important thing that i want you to know is that i will always loves you and never want to you to leave myside.... i alway need you as my strength, my pillar and my all... I love you so much hubby... I really dont want to lose in my life....

ILY! so muchhhhh.......

its already past 5am and im still tearing up writing this cause i noe that this was my mistake and my fault.... im really SORRY!....

Been ages i last update this blog of mine.
Life have been going thru alot. and recently i just chopped my hair back to super short.
eventhough its a shocking to hubbylove. But i like cause this is me.. :)
But yeah im so gonna do something to the fringe like highlight or something or dye the whole hair a bright colour... :)
hmm practically i miss my life with him.. But as u can see he is always busy working... If he were to come home he already shag and tired.. aww.. pity him.. but yeah soon i will be pretty with work at starbucks and events.. but i really wish i dont work during the first anniversary there alot of surprises that i plan for him :) i really dont noe where or what to do on that very day.. as our anniversary is a peak season and holiday... lol but im sure this will be a memorable for him.. There will still be that sweet card that i always write and make for him but this is even more :)

hey here is my new look

I wont change abit for you after i start working.
I will still be the same girl you know 11mths ago.
Neither i would change the love for you.
You will always be my love.
ILY.!
and i always need you here with me.

Okie enough with the fun time.. lol.. so yeah..
I have plans and i already planned it..
So final decission
I will pursue my dreams as a pastries chef... in ite.. i dont care im in to late.. i will work part time back like i used to do.. In starbucks.. i dont care if the pay starts low but still if i work long hours i always earn more so yea.. and also i will get permission from hubbylove to work for catering if there is an event every now and then.. so at least i still do have my pocket money... but yeah.. on top of that if i do have an extra i would want to take that private dip.. yes may sound kinda too much but im going thru this alone... So here come the old nazria back.. who learn to stand on her own feet... i will work back in Valley point.. If possible :)

Okie people let me show u How small.. .hmm not small how thin my bf used to be before he become big :P

SOrry hubbylove but i find when u were tiny u are super cute and adorable la.. lol

I fallen for you not cause of your look.. but your heart sweetiepie.. Nothing is to be compared to ur heart my love.. i love you always..