Happy 10th monthsary to you hubbylove...

Thanks for all your patience and endurance with me :)
But most important is that thank you for making me someone special both in ur life and heart.
And not forgetting your endless love that you have always given me. :D
That why i have always and always love you :D

When your arms are securly around me,
really, there's no other place i'd rather be.
your eyes so loving and caring when you look into mine, A shiver is sent right to my spine.
Like air, thoughts of you are buzzing around my head, They stay there from early in the morning till bed.

A long time ago I prayed to be wanted,
For happiness and someone to love me,
Not for a abusive one like the one before,
But for someone who truly could see.

I am not a girl to take for granted,
Not to be hurt in any way at all,
I am full of love, happiness, and hope,
But someone would see after all.

You took me into your arms,
And held me close to your heart,
Although that was a long time ago,
I can�t imagine being apart.

Although sometimes we argue,
And unfortunately happen to fight,
No matter what happens,
I will continue to love you every night.

Some moments we take for granted,
And some hoping would never end,
No matter what we go through in life,
Together we will always stand.

Hand and hand we will always be,
I don�t ever want to part,
Although we are not always together,
I am thinking of you in my heart.

You are the best person I have ever met,
And I love everything about you,
I would never want another,
I am deeply in love with you.

I am sorry for times I have a short temper,
And the annoying moments I can embrace,
But I always want to be holding you,
And kissing your gorgeous face.

So baby, always keep in mind,
Never would I want us to part,
I will always love you no matter what,
And be with you through mind, love, and heart.



I have always love u fully hubbylove :D

Hubby thank for the day..eventhough it wasnt complete and ur planned dint turn out that wad u planned but im happy and i feel so special hehe.
Like i said to you i will accept anything as long as it come from your heart :)
and like i said to you ur love is enough to be my gifts.. :D
Thanks you and my hunniher whom made my day special :D

Hubbylove would you take me to hortpark to watch that beautiful sunset
Take me to henderson waves to get the glimps of the town...
And take me for romantic dinner ;D
hahaha rya have many wish list hehe

W300 13.1megapixel
This would be enough rather then those big one the features is the same wow.. i like



Oh yes i would love to own one of this.. SO hint hint for bday gifts.. ahhahah I WISH! i could get this...

OR shoesss or bag tat im craving for haha..
Mayb lets say Jimmy choo shoes , LV bags or gucci shoes or coach bags.. haha dream on la Rya... as if like u would get them hahaha...

Never want to be left alone by myself.
Having you here with me have always lighten me up.
Glad that with you around i feel safe and secure.
There always be someone who is willing to listen to my nonsense
Always understand me better then i do.
Never come across my mind that you wasnt good enough me.
You always be enough.
I miss you each every moment my dear.
I love you in every single way sweetheart.
Cause in my heart there you and no one can replace your place.


Okie hmm lately things are turn out the way that i expected.. and yes i need a proper job terribly... damn... Working as event cater is always never easy but trust me i love that job.. but i got to understand both family wanting and stuff.. sighh... ANd lovely gfs we go out soon yeah

Beautiful love..
I love him to he max...
No matter how bad u had an arguement i will always run back to him and hug him tightly...
Im blinded by all his love.. As im as crazy as ever... I will do things without things and i always want it to be in my way.. But no matter what i've always been listening to him.. :D
Im so happy and joyful as my life with him is back on track as pernormal.... But this time i really need to help him in alot of ways... Hopefully i could and manage to help him...

My life is full of wonders cause of him...
May our dreams and wished come true...


Love hubbylove :)

Going raya with the cliques was fun... Weee after so long yeah we had alot of fun together... This year we didnt go public anymore.. We took our own ride which is Riding bike.. Since the BFs have the bikes so yeahhh hehe.. so There is a total of 6bike on the road.. yeah we took pic while riding and all i was scared enough as i dont have a steady hand lol.. so ina and fyza do the job.. :) practically eventhough it was a lil houses but we manage to catch up and spend times together...
Hmm let the pictures says..






































































On top of that this year is the first hari raya with my hubbylove.. yes we planned to wear black and white.. in the oppsite ways.. so yeah.. But first raya with him was fun and excellent.. i really had a blissful time with him.. :) eventhough our morning turn slightly sour.. but by noon everything is back to normal... Our misunderstand somehow or rather is been answered and explained by both party... and yesh i will stop all my nonsense... Sighh... too bad that i got leave all my sports and passion aside.. just for my love.. :)

tats all peeps.. good morning :)

Realized in my loneliness
After a far distant
Your light of love guide me
Back into your embracing arms
Thank you love for everything
You gave that chance again
Never to repeat again
All my mistakes that has hurt you
Without you there’s no meaning
Incapable to stand again

Im trying my best to lose weight again.. yesh now every morning i went for a jog.. as early as 5.30am i would run few kilometer.. yes i tend to stop and walk as i need to built my stamina back.. i was thinking even to go back to silat.. No doubt that i miss it alot.. so yea.. eventhough hubbylove doesnt like it.. but he is always busy with his own things and have been neglected me for the past weeks... sigghh... I really do miss those time when we always spend our days together... I would even cry on his shoulder.. but now.. to cry on a shoulder is even harder den i would imagine.. :(... I just want to go back to trainings.. I could go back to my dance school would be better.. dance, silat and keep up with my lifestyle.. that what is always been aiming for.... But i also want his presence if i have the comps and shows... but trust me he cant make it if i have them la.. :(

hey, ohh, let me tell you no.
oh baby.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i never use to go out without you, i'm not sure i remember how to.
i'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.

nothing feels right when i'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i didn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldnt even leave my appartment.
i'm stripped down torn up about it.

trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i couldn't even leave my appartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when i'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay.

hey hey, nothing feels right when i'm not with you.
sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when i'm mising you.
ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
in that i lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
in nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)

I miss my hubbylove~
My very own mr nougat
Or shall i say my MR cranky...
I miss ur presence at home i miss you i need you and i love you.........

Amah, bibik baby and aniis


Omah and anis


Momma is having teh tarik slurrrpp


Lovely cousins


We are all as 1.. :)


The mazyadi's and i belong to mr malik's lol

the older and the young 1


vain pot cousin


Seha and Neil


coussinnzzz


welcome the men


Ola.


LtoR:uncle yus, dad, haikal, abg charlie, abg yusop,abg and adiq


LtoR:Kak caca,kak atie,obek ipah,maz and mom


LIL kiddos


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Girls club :)















EMILY TAKING SHOWERR :) QUACK!!!!













AT gramm place


Cranky lil emily














Obek ayah,ayah and emily(in Black are my twinz bros)


My twin uncle with emily








Family. Mind my sis in law camera shy.





my fav aunt family excluded that lil emily





Mix edition...





Twins,gramms and lil emily


abg giving gramms red packet.








Cousins with lil anaqi shafie


TU!


Irratating SIs





3 dara






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