its 5 am in the morning.. i cant sleep wondering why.. its been few nights like this... whats wrong with my mind.. cant it stop thinking of tonz of problem... hate to cry alone in my room at night thinkin whats gonna happen next.. gosh... i feel so bad to babylove for lying... i cant stand this anymore... problem at home just cant stop... today is the worst.. its almost a whole day im nt sleeping... if babylove would finds out im super dead... siting alone with pc jus bored.. i need education and i need a proper decent job... WTH... cant i jus work admin or somthing... darn why isit so hard for me to get a bloody decent ladylite job... i keep yawning but i cant shut my darn freaking eyes... hw nice it wud be to have a beauty sleep.....







PS I LOVE Daniel