wonder how this could ever be
as he rises something within me
too quickly like a coming tide
he sees me melt inside
like Swiss chocolate on a summer day
every time he smiles my way

I try my hardest not to blush
but I can hardly restrain this rush
flowing into every pore of my skin
it is as if what he does to me is a sin
he chuckles at my sweet laughter
and he knows that he has become my captor

I want so badly for this to last forever
not just long enough for the good weather
but shortly it will end and I know it will be soon
I’ll be staring up at that watchful moon
wondering if he might be thinking of me
wishing that we could once again just be

I'm dreaming of an undying dream
but from this heartache I must redeem
for wishing won’t get you far
just to a fortified trap inside a jar
though I long for him and I to be once more
I know that desire can become a bore

know that what I held for him is love
still present like a newborn dove
in the depths of the lonely night
I’ll be yearning for him by the glowing light
and yet what I held for him will be forever
the day we are ever a couple is probably never

and yes, this creates in me a distasteful pain
but I know it as true as this falling rain
and I see him just beyond every hill
and it’s always him I’m thinking of when I get a chill
I know it’s him I will always long for
because he is the one who can get to my very core