here we go.. baby had been activated last min.. soobxx...
Suppose to go and watch movie and chill together...
Miss spending time with him apart from at hm only le....
But it was so touched when he whispered to me saying sorry...
When i know it not his fault at all...
I understand the situation and his job....
I cant possibly get mad or pissed off cause of this..
Practically im nt mad neither pissed off..
But felt like teary out....
Weird isnt it... mayb cause things have been set but didnt turn out..
hmm.. but no matter what i have to adapt with this....
Cause this is part and parcel of his work... =)
But i just love to hear him say that he will missed me till he meet me later on the day....
and never stop say that he love me....
But its hard for me to spell it out to him
That how much i love him and misses him each and everyday
Bloody ego that i have...
Just love to hear him every morning saying he goin to work
love to see him come home and told me to sleep..
and love him so much when he took care of me when im in pain
in the middle of the night he would jus say "sshhh... sleep baby.. come and sleep with me ayte"
and return back my bear so that i will not cry in pain.. =)
He is so my everything now....
cant wait to see him come home tomorrow....


PS i love you sweetheart