No doubt that im missing him so much... I do not know if tmrw if we could be able to meet as tmrw both have different plans... haiyah... meeting his uncle while i have my cousin solemnasation at Al Khair.. aduuhhh worst come to worst i gotta meet him on sunday lorr... haiyah sunday is the last time i spend the whole time with him as monday school start liao damn shittt... why does it have to start so early im scared im totally am scared... made up my mind to wear my nike airmax and bring my armani bag... hahah like fcukin rich brat.. lol but nahh i need a proper school bag... i dun like to go skul with the cute tiny bag.. just dun understand how.. no offence to the other who bring cute tiny bag to school.. (: btw today went to lucky plaza to send my skirt for alternation trust me i never like to go skul with short skirt.. went to alter the width of it hahaha... im so rugged bitch.. damn... haiyah practically one of my bf have gone to NS pity him... hope he is doing alright there... (: hmm im sure it is so emotional to they fam and my lovely gfs... and hope she is doin alright.... pop is real quick ayte.. (: seeing my gf bf going for ns is like so sad.. but i never exprience it before... gosh... practically all i wish that my bf finish his soon real soon in mths to come.. lol..

today me mom and dad was like talking about my future.. gosh they wanna send me to overseas studies but i gotta get married first with him (; heheh all cause they said that wait for my elder bro and sis to get married is damn long.. damn it.. i dun want to get for them things.... haiyo... but trust me i really love babylove like mad... even like he doesnt come home for a day makes me worried and miss him like hell... damn it... what have gotten in me... never so madly in love like this before... gosh... i can never sleep whenever he is nt ard me... i can never feel secure with he is nt here with me... And i dun feel like club when he is nt ard... i feel so weird... even day outing wif gf without him already i find it weird.. its nt that i find it weird with the gfs and bfs but i feel weird without him by myside... as i used to have him all the time when i need him now due to the busy working hours i rarely have that anymore... can this end soon please...
alright im having terrible headache which i dunnoe why bet im gonna sleep now....




ps iloveyou babylove