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Tuesday, April 29 ' xoxo

Without realising that very single thing that i hid within myself will be notice... A stupidity of mine and self-centered of my feeling never think of others that will be hurt or sad cause of the things that i have done. Cause of a tiny lil thing that was spit out was known and i blame all on me.. Nevertheless that i would want to point the fingers back... What saddess me the most that he was hurt of my action... How can i be so selfish and not telling him the truth while he always have been truthful and not a glimpes that he want to play or hide somthing behind me.... I was touched by what he said i was touched when he said no matter what is gonna happen he still love me.. and Reason of him react that way cause he was to terrified that something might happen to me... and Futhermore im suffering for all sort of sickness... so he was afraid if anything would happen he is the person who will bare all responsiblities.... cause he is the only person that is very close to me... i was so touched i was so surprise when he said somthing like this... It really tell how much he really loves me... and never want to let me down in any sort of ways.... Truely only love him and not others but him... He even quit smoking cause of me.. how bad it could be to quit just within a blink of an eye without cutting down even.. and even worst he have been smoking like more den 3years.. haizz.. very bad impression that i gave him... Cause of that stupid mistake of mine and cause of the stupid mentality of mine this have to happen... I wont forget this day and what he said to me...

Written on: 11:51 ♥