I have been an emotional day for me today...
Maybe cause too much of pressure that i have of my own
Called hubbylove just now.. and yeah i miss him... its only 2 day and i miss him like hell... He have been my pillar all this while, a place that i can complaint, whine and share my problem with... Seriously today its seem like its not me... haiz... i never behave i like i used too.. arghh why am i so pressured.... hate this feelings... knowing that i cant do much now.. making me to push my very own limit to work harder to be fit like i used to be.... damn.. but i dun want to disappoint them again... of my stupid reaction... but till wen am i suppose to be like... i want to old hyper active NAZRIA! who played sports like there no tmrw and juggle school in same time.... haiz.. how i wish i was the old me like years ago... hope to recover and back to sports....


to daniel ily, you so much... and hope to see you soon.. i really miss you...