My heart can never stop beating for you...
But why cant the voice of my heart speak out
I been keeping and hiding them inside...
I was to afraid to scared to voice them out..
The only way to control them and hide them from you was crying
Every tears that flowing that show that i wanting to tell you something deep inside but im just afraid...
Loving you is all i want to do..
Leaving you is the last thing and worst things i wouldnt want to face...
Those things u said to me makes me shattered to tears...
Its not matter of why i want to work there for...
It just that they understand my situation better..
But when u said that u concluded that once i start working there we become "0"
I was to scared to even turn back...
Im not that strong girl like other i shall confess that im weak
I give in most of the time...
Cause i alway think that seeing someone happy or giving some the happiness or satified someone im happy...
I do not care how much sweat or tired am i suppose to get but this what am i...
All this while you have been everything to me...
You are my love, bestfriend, sister,brother, boyfriend, mom. dad even nurse and doctor to me...
I really love you so much..
And never want to leave the side of you also...
With what you said yesterday to me.. It was a shocked of my life that make me shattered to tear nonstop...
But I thank you for making me realise all this while i have to value myself first before others....
And i promise i wont work at that place anymore....
You just me the world to me....



loving you always and never ending