Thing is so weird without him around me at home.. Mom is back at home.. and all of us is back to the same things... yeah mom and dad have no object of him staying with us provided they are away... so if they are here mean things back to the way it suppose to be... im in not so comfortable when mom and dad back in singapore... lol... i noe this is kinda rude.. but yeah im so used to have them away and like they are only back here for awk or so and back to jakarta.. which i have no idea of why.... but yeah... for wad i noe mom and dad want to migrate to jkt while me and the rest stays here.. .ohh maybe my elder bro will follow them... idk... hmmm... but prefectly i want things btwn me and him to be quick so that i can have my own life and not depending on them that much... but hubbylove have been such a great bf to me... or not shall i say we dun treat each other as bf and gf we treat each other like normal married couple did.... He have been a great listening ears to me.. this 5 mth wasnt that real bad as wad i can say... i do still love him as like we first met.. whenever im alone or sitting by myself thinking abt how we met and stuff... its kinda sweet and memoriable things to be remembered.... gosh... like he said to me.. before u knew me.. u was so thin.. and now.. theres weight on you... and its good.. :) yeah i noe that he have been feeding me good food good things and my life is happier now.... Its just enough him alone to make my day. No matter how we argue and stuff i still love him.. we can never run away from misunderstanding and arguement.... But no matter what he is the only person i always wanna look upon everyday.. I miss my hubby love... gosh... hope to meet him real soon...