Noticing now my hubby is facing the worst thing that he asking for.. but yeah i have to stand by his side and be strong with him... Knowing that the granny is really sick and his lil niece crying all long make me realise this is life.. people come and go.. neither we want this to happen... and yeah... all this while he have fulfilled all what she wanted except for the last 1... The last 1 that is very hard to be fulfilled unless you really ready and prepard everything... But i hope this gonna be fine... seeing him not eating, keep thinking, riding with no clear mind make me more worried... Eventhough he doesnt have his own bike.. But he work delivery his life is also at stake.. and yesh today he nearly accident again... Im totally scared when i hear such thing.. eventhough i didnt show how worried i can be and stuff but trust me deep inside me i was like please dont do it again and if possible dont ride... lol... Seen and been what had happen before... Now i really wad am i suppose to do for him to stand back on his feet.... goshh.... He is always my pillar and now he need me to be his pillar i do not know what to offer... I cant possibly said that i want to visit the granny ryte.. i have not tied a knot with him.. im just his gf now.. gosh... i really do not know what to do.... goshhh wad a gf am i... i cant even think of anything... damn shitt