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Friday, July 25 ' xoxo

Before I met you
I no longer felt new
Every day, I felt sad and blue.
I no longer felt strong,
And in this world, I felt I didn't belong.
I never wanted to go outside,
Just wanted to crawl and hide.
Not wanting to show my face,
In my room was the only safe place.
When I felt empty inside,
At times I wanted to do the unthinkable-suicide.

Now that I've met you,
I thank God for giving me the chance to survive.
Because now I'm still alive.
Though I may not be perfect to the world,
In your eyes, I'm your perfect girl.
I want to love you for the rest of my life,
And I hope that someday you will ask me to beeome your wife.

As I sit here trying to write the words,
Instnatly, the words appear smudged and blurred.
Baby, you have given me sp many reasons to smile,
A smile so beautiful that you say you can see for miles.
When I'm with you, I'm always falling into the
Arms of your embrace, and it's always the perfect place.
Please don't feel sorry for me.
Instead, lift me up, make love to me,
And make me feel carefree!

No longer are my day's sad and blue,
Because baby I'm so in love with you.
So in closing of this poem...these tears I'm crying are
not tears from hitting a lucky seven,
Baby, these tears I'm crying are tears from God in heaven.

There no point of me taking charge of anything.
Cause in every relationship we should believe and trust one another.
Its just not me by controlling or asking the person to follow my pace.
As i know life have different pace for each individual like us.
But do not misuse the trust that have within.
Cause it will ended up upsetting the other partner.
and leading to miscommunication and misunderstanding to one another.
Trust me when such things happen the other partner will feel damn sober and mellow.
As they always think that the are never good enough for you.
Eventhough life is full of give and take, certain time we got to be selfish
and thinking about the happiness that been wanted.

so without you that lighten up there no one else will be.
hubbylove, i love you as for u are and changing to its hard for me as no one is perfect in the world. But i trusted with all my heart and never want the same thing would happen again. regardless whether its a friend but for once u gotta think of my feelings and eventhough i can seem to be anything goes. Yet i do have feeling ayte... i love so much till since morning tear never run dry. It shattered me so much.... eventhough it might be minor to you but its major to me.... So yeah...

I love you norman daniel.
the only man that i love so much.
and i was given a chance to do tattoo i do ur name on it.

Written on: 18:55 ♥