How can i denied that i dont love u at all..
I always do love you...
They way u cared and showed me how you love me...
Those bad sleep that i have, the sickness that im facing the allergy that im facing, that school i want to go... gosh
Now i feel weird nights without you here...
mayb cause im always used to have u here..
To scold and nagg for not scratcthing those rashes part, To tell me everysingle night to eat my medication as you i will skipped them as when i like, and applied for me the cream before goin to bed.... You tolerate with the moodswings and stuff... when im at home... the tears that i hold back cause of the problem at home.. damn i miss those just cant wait to see you tmrw evening.. can i just fast forward time... :) hmmm i miss you hubbylove... you have been always here to support me all this while.. ;)


btw cant wait for you to make decission on the race and which sponser will you be with... eventually i will be there to support you too.... I just want to see you race on that dirt... i dont mind sacrified the time just for you to train.. :) and i hope and wish that you make a wise decission... :)