Im such a happy girl made payment for both my kimono dress and hubbylove metal mulisha cap... goshh.. it was pleased but yet i still have doubt paying for my kimono.. as i feel so bad that everytime i want to purchase hubbylove would pay them sigh... im really hopping to get the job at ttsh and hopefully they call real soon.. cant wait to get my arse to work... im bored and tired to stay home most of the day... stillin my ass out at comp.. and hurry to november as dip will start.. okok.. lately i feel to worn out.. no idea why.. guess i need to start to tann as my skin getting fairer... no.. i dun want to be fair... as most girl is dying to be fair im not.. aduuh... i love bronze i love tanneed... i dun like those pink blusher neither i like my skin tone to be white.. hmmm btw lately i have not enough time for hubbylove is not that im busy.. but he is.. almost most night he will be back home ard midnight so by then he is tired and wanting to sleep.. .so usual we will take about daily life for almost an hour den off we go to bed.. den at 6 he will get himself ready to work.. while i will just have the beauty sleep :D but yeah.. eventhough i have those sleep but yet to talk and have those conversation... damn... reason of him workin like mad just to help me get wadever i want and to school i mean in diploma... yeah.. btw i miss my bestie shima, bestie para and my GF/Bfs... miss them to the core... and to my cousin erika when are we hitting the beach i need to sun tanned.. hehe.. i just miss spending most time with hubbylove... or shall i just surprise him on a dine in dinner at some restaurant... hmmm where shall i bring him to dine.. btw soon gonna be our 7th monthsary and hoping that he gets his off day... this sunday is cousin sulastrina engagement day... boring old me have very limited top to wear for this kinda occasion hehe...