sigh... i still do not know if i would spit out to my mom n dad abt sch... bet me they gonna scream like hell... but at least this time with a valid reason.. its not that im quitting for fun... sighh.. but at least im enrolling myself in BMC back too.. its not as though as i quit and i dun have any back up.... sighh.... hmmm bet they are okie with me taking accouting...

Practically hubbylove was on standby and i could not sleep till late dawn.... sigh.. now im having minor migrane... sigh.. hate when i think to much and lack of sleep... why... i do have this things before.. why now.... do i have to learn spit it out wad im keepin all this while.. but i just dunnoe why is it so hard for me to let out everysingle thing... apart from that i will tend say im fine or okie.. or tell them otherwise... damn.. i hate lying but i have to cause im always afraid that i will hurt or make people feel weird... nevermind one fine day i shall learn how to tell wad have been hiding deep under...

btw here im waiting for my hubbylove to come home so that we could have dinner together.. mom cook ayam cili padi... as dad is away we finally can eat something spicy.... btw i just made payment for hubbylove metal mulisha cap tat he always wanted... :)