Been days i last update... it close to aweek... but nothing new in my life.. just tat im really busy searching for jobs.. and i hopeful get the job that i went at river valley :D... Not mentioning... Hubbylove took out this ride... Pretty much i can say im afraid of riding somehow or rather.... Not cause of me never ride before... but i ever fall from the bike.... sadd... still in trauma... lol.. hmm but yea.. when the first day he took the bike out.. he took me for breakfast as early as 5... den today he send and fetch me from the interview place.. den off for breakfast at marina.. :D... slurrpp being succh a pain in the ass baby.. he always love to make me smile in any sort of ways... so after breakfast we went over to his crib to visit umi... den headed home... so we rest as we woke up as early as 7 today... its was so sweet of him to take off from station just to send me to river valley.. hmmm den at 4pm we went for late lunch as i was starving but sadly the food was upset not really that nice... so yeah... den there he goes to work at canadian... so now im all alone at home while he go jb to pump petrol :D...


i know i was selfish toward yoy .. never ask neither know what u are doing... yes, is true that i was lack of attention from the family and expecting them from you.. but yeah neither i could blame you for the busy schedule as now i know that all this while you are working for me... but trust me i will never give up on u like other do... i noe i was on the losing point and can never understand ur busy schedule.. but i always trust and have faith in you.. yeah its hard for me to tell you everything... but trust me i will try to understand u even better and be strong like wad u wanted... :D hubbylove eventhought the misunderstanding i still love you and that will never change... being pressured tat im jobless and always stuck at home is sucks.. that is the reason of why im reacting.. btw abt the ride, i know you will never change for the ride as i noe the ride is for you to move about for work and stuff... i really appreciate it.. and i really do love u hubbylove.. i try my very best to learn how to strong and patience... :D