Boring sunday for me..
Nothing to do.. noone to go out with.. Usually my lil nipotē Emily will be here at home first thing in the morning... But sadly today she is not here as my brother is kinda tired so they are now at home resting.... How sad that could be.. usually that lil girl will just make my day.. Every morning i will start hearing her laughing while my parent is talking or teasing her.. Or at most she cried cause she is hungry and as usual i will feed her and make her milk and yada3.... As for bf today is the daddy's side weddings affair.. so yeah he probably busy there.. Eventhough we have major arugement yesterday but he still do care about me all the time... Eventhough when im sick all i need was his full attention to me.. But now i got to learn to be on my own... Yes im a bad gf i can say... Its sweet of him to wake up as early as 8 to buy me milk and bread but yet i didnt eat the bread.. Guess i'm really stubborn arent i... hmm so at 8plus im still complanning about the gastric pain... so he decided to call macd for me.. and surprisingly i cant finish my macmuffins how bad is that.. I ate like only 2/3 of the muffin and the rest i gave to him including the hashbrown.. i cant gobble all.. damn guess the old habit of me came back.. which is very very bad... It could lead me to appendix as the last time the doctor have warn me that i had a minor appendix and suppose to avoid it from making it worst... Yes, hubby didnt know about this... If he would ever know about this im surely be dead as he will get mad at me.. okie okie.. lets put all aside..

To hubbylove, i know i was such an arse to you yesterday i wasnt being myself and being that understanding gf that you used to know... Its my bad and im really sorry about yesterday... Guess i have moodswing when im sick.... but im glad that you have been always here for me.. eventhough we could spend the time like other couple do....


Hmm 5 more days will be the 8th monthsary with him.. damn time is real fast... adn i really have to change and wake to the world which is opened.. sadly im still not working so i do not know wad to make or get for him.... I really desprately need a job... sigh..