Wondering why i have mixed emotion..
Felt like crying, felt lost, felt sad, felt disappointed, felt hopeless, felt confuse.. i do not know...
Arghh.. maybe due to the yesterday incident?
Whatever fcuk it is.. i wish this could settle pretty soon... i cant go on like this.. Hiding every single things and trying my best to put on a smile with my friends and hubby... damn it... i really hate this kinda feelings. Even worst it ended up with a sleepless night.. i did not sleep till 6am in the morning and i gotta wake up as early as 10 to do the house chores before leaving.. so yeah.. went to meet Flore and Shieling for tanning... Spending the time with them make me forget about what had happen for awhile.. but after which i tend to think abt it again... Feeling to drink also have.. but i ended up smoking non stop till both of them make so much noise.. yeah girls i only smoke that much when im caught in situation... Sorry ladies.. but overall we talked alot.. we tanned till we fell asleep under the sun.. and my dear flore u are pretty tanned already... okie... haha shie.. shall we go tann till we totally tanned? hehe.. okok i shall upload all the photo till flore send it all.. but here are lil of it.. :)
Sooner im looking forward to go out with my 2 pri sch buddies.. which is debbie and shima ;)


HAVING THE BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM YUMMY


THREESOM


See she is much much more tanner den me.. arghh