Im trying my best to lose weight again.. yesh now every morning i went for a jog.. as early as 5.30am i would run few kilometer.. yes i tend to stop and walk as i need to built my stamina back.. i was thinking even to go back to silat.. No doubt that i miss it alot.. so yea.. eventhough hubbylove doesnt like it.. but he is always busy with his own things and have been neglected me for the past weeks... sigghh... I really do miss those time when we always spend our days together... I would even cry on his shoulder.. but now.. to cry on a shoulder is even harder den i would imagine.. :(... I just want to go back to trainings.. I could go back to my dance school would be better.. dance, silat and keep up with my lifestyle.. that what is always been aiming for.... But i also want his presence if i have the comps and shows... but trust me he cant make it if i have them la.. :(