I wasnt behaving like what im suppose too.
I overright you in alot of ways and now i regretted them all.
I wasn't being myself the past days.
I ended up hurting you with those action and words.
Now i'm wondering if you would accept my apology.
What even worst the night of the monthsary we were quarreling.
How cruel i could be and the best part my sickness fall on the wrong time.
Neither would i know when im gonna fall sick as my will always get them from my sister.
But i know i was wrong. I know that the person who always care and wake up as early as 4 just to grab my inhaler and medication was you.
I was being such a brat. Being so disrespectful to you.
Oh gosh. i have realise that this was a really big mistake that i do.
I really hope you will forgive me.
If any point of time you are reading this.
Hubbylove, i love you so much eventhough things had happen... Now matter how strict you are with me but i know you want the me in me. Yes i realise it how much i appreciate all of you had scarified for me. I was cruel to you i was not a good girlfriend to you.. But the most important thing that i want you to know is that i will always loves you and never want to you to leave myside.... i alway need you as my strength, my pillar and my all... I love you so much hubby... I really dont want to lose in my life....

ILY! so muchhhhh.......

its already past 5am and im still tearing up writing this cause i noe that this was my mistake and my fault.... im really SORRY!....